Thursday, October 16, 2008

Emo Time III

Originally posted november 29 , 2003

Sometimes I care more than I should about the trivial things that don't really matter, 
While the things that do matter are left to grow bigger, become major problems 
And cause me to wonder why I'm here at all 
Wouldn't I rather be somewhere where nobody cares if i don't make the grade?
I want to live substantially on subsistence living and give up my driving to go for a walk.
I'd rather be eating at home in my kitchen than driving through drive-thrus and eating in cars.
Now I ride the bus,
And live in a basement where the furnace stopped working and the windows have bars
And sometimes I wish that my life was quite different but when I think really hard I'm not sure what I want.
I am missing my girlfriend though I am not sure I ever really had one...
So I guess I am missing what I never had.
When I look around and see people breaking up
I wonder why love is so incredibly sad
I am missing out on love and realize it truly
But I keep pushing away the advancement again.
So I guess I will stay here alone, forever
Me the Bachelor and all of my friends.

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